Christmas 2009

This year was an interesting one!!! Little Daxie was so grumpy all night at grandmas and we couldnt figure out why, we thought that maybe he was just hot so we undressed him, nope, that didnt work. changed his diaper, not that either. we just figured it had been a long day and that he was probably ready to go home and go to bed, we left and went home and Daxie fell asleep in the car. We got home and laid the boys down only to have daxie wake right back up wanting to play. Jon tried for a good two hours to get him to lay down but he refused. Once he finally fell asleep Jon and I also could, that is until 3 am! Daxie is up! Ready to go... No he didnt know Santa had came yet.



Here is a picture I took at 4 am of sweet little dax playing!
so anyways we were up all night entertaining this baby. Once brody got up we went upstairs to see if Santa had come and HE HAD!!!!!



Brody was so excited to get his new camera!



Daddy and Daxie



Brody got some new view master reels and was super excited!



The first present that dax got is the only one he wanted to open, he screamed and cried if we tried to take it away for another one to open, at this point we know some thing is up. So we finish opening presents and then I head downstairs to get ready to go to when my mom comes down saying that Daxies ear drum burst and that its leaking blood and puss. Well we sit there and try to decide if we should go to the ER or if we think its ok to wait to go to the dr in the morning. We gave him some ear drops and motrin and he seemed to be fine so we waited. We Then went to see Sherlock Holmes and go as a family to Aarons Grave, Wow that was really hard but it was good because most of us hadnt been back since the funeral. Daxie is good and so is the rest of the Family. We hope that you all had a Merry Christmas and Have a Happy New Year! And I cant WAIT for Hawaii!!!!!!! I know you are all SO jealous!

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I know that I have been such a slacker in my postings!!! I have just been so overwhelmed with all of the events in my life, This Christmas has been so hard knowing that Aaron was suppose to be here celebrating and that we should be celebrating his engagement. But instead we are left with broken hearts and so many emotions. Jamie Posted a poem on her blog that I read almost daily because I feel it should make me feel better but it doesn't. Deep down I know that he is happy and that he is watching over us and that he knows we will be ok. I pray for him to give Jon and I guidance every day and that he will help both of us make the right choices and that he will also give his parents a sense of peace and comfort. I miss my Airbear so much and I have so many regrets that I can NEVER change or fix. I try everyday to not make those mistakes again and to learn for all of this. I hope that every one had a great Christmas and that Santa found you all! I know he sure found us! I Wish every one a good and Happy New Year!!!